Sunday, June 28, 2009 Y 2:24 PM
New Divide by Linkin Park
I remembered black skies
And lightning all around me
I remembered each flash
As time began to blur
Like a startling sign
The feint had finally found me
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Ignite the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide
There is nothing inside
The memories left abandoned
There was nowhere to hide
The ashes fell like snow
And the ground caved in
Between where we were standing
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your mind
Across this new divide
And every loss
And every lie
And every truth that you deny
And each regret
And each divide
Are some mistakes you pray to hide
And your voice was all I heard
But I get what I deserve
So give me reason
To prove me wrong
To wash this memory clean
Let the thoughts cross
The distance in your eyes
Give me reason
To fill this hole
Connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth and lies
Across this new divide X3
I've been playing this song over and over again since morning and i'm loving it more and more. I love the lyrics, i love the tune, i love the beats, i just love everything about it. Lols. Now i really want to watch Transformers: Revenge of the Fallen. Woots. Lols.
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The past 2 days had been great with Siying coming over to my house to study. Believe it or not, i actually studied. I did a little Amath and did notes for my F&N. Although the hours we studied in all were not much, at least i took the first step to try and study. A round of applause for lilin! Lols. Anyway yesterday Siying and i were talking about going overseas to study. She wanted to go Australia and i wanted to go America. The universites there all look like castles. So nice! But the school fees are so expensives. Then Siying was joking about getting in through scholarship. Lols. Today is the last day of submission for the F&N coursework and i'm still short of 11 pages!!! Sian. Tomorrow is back to school and i have yet to start on my homework. Even more sian.1. Add another 11 more pages to the F&N coursework. (By magic?)2. Finish up whole Chemistry workbook. (I dont know how to do)3. Finish up Emath worksheet. (I dont know where is my worksheet)4. Finish up whole of Physics workbook. (Luckily tomorrow no physic lesson)5. Go jump off the building. (Joking)Ok i shall go cry over all my undone homework. Lols, joking. I shall slack all the way until after dinner then chiong all the way. All i hope for is that i can wake up on time for school tomorrow. Toodles.♥lilin
Sunday, June 21, 2009 Y 6:53 AM
Yesterday:
Met Siying around 12noon for lunch at Sakae. It was so fun complaining about their food. Siying was so happy telling me that she brought more money compared to last week and when i told her how much i brought, she was like... so sadded. Lols. After lunch we went to Poh Kim because i wanted to buy shows but then cant find what i wanted, so decided to go to the TS at the interchange and bought 2 shows. I so suay can? Just walk for awhile in the interchange only and i got flu. Then we had to buy 5 packets of tissue from a blind man for 40 cents each. Rip off la cause we later went to Watsons and saw 32 packets of tissues for only $1.95!!! I kept telling Siying i got H1N1. Lols.Lilin: If i got H1N1 and spread to you then you very poor thing.Siying: Aiya never mind, can quarantine together.So i ended up using around 20 packets of tissue and my poor nose hurts so much. Haha. When i came home, i took 2 flu panadol and felt so much better. Ahhh~ Lols. Anyway we bought shirts from Punk Start and i'm loving it. Today:
Woke up around 4 plus in the morning so that i can talk to my aunt for the last time before she leave for China. Shes taking Singapore Airlines and is departing at 8.40am. So i think shes at the check-in counter now. As you know must check-in 2 hours earlier. I'm so going to miss her. 2-3 weeks ok. No one is going to wake me up now. No one is going to accompany me watch shows now. No one is going to crap with me at night now. No one is going to buy breakfast for me now. I dont know how am i going to get past the next few days. As i'm typing this i'm crying, what a loser. But on a lighter note, i get to have the whole bed. For those who dont know, i dont stay with my parents, i stay with my aunt because her house nearer to Dunman. Lols.
I think i shall do lots of things today to tire myself so that i can fall asleep tonight. I wish someone is free to go out with me because i dont think i can stand staying at home.
♥lilin
